Motivation and Burnout

I am burnt out.

But I am not.

I am in this liminal space right now where my writing just seems lacking, and I am getting tired of it but I keep doing it, and I am worried that the burnout will make me not want to write like how my daily video posting on instagram of playing the ukulele had made me NOT want to play the ukulele.

I am in this liminal space right now where I am finally getting motivated to do some training for my running because for about a year I have been half-assing it. I just couldn’t bring myself to do the things necessary to run faster.

I am in this liminal space right now where I want to be better. I want to be motivated. I want so much… but, I also don’t. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to be motivated. I just want to be. So, I think I will be taking a break soon - maybe a few days of video games (Elden Ring might be fun).

Sorry for the whining. There’s been a lot of that lately.

Let’s be happy for the acceptance from Cotton Xenomorph earlier this week AND and the acceptance from Milk Candy Review this morning!!

Where ever you are, whatever you are doing - I send you the positivity you need to be motivated to do what you need to do to make yourself happy!