A Crazy Week And Rethinking My Life Goals

I never thought this past week would end. This year has been rough but this election was making me believe that it was going to get so much worse.

For me, the biggest takeaway was how very sad and disappointed I am with those who still voted for someone we all know is abhorrent. That so many clung to beliefs both archaic and destructive just to protect their own selfish worldviews.

This election made me question my future and my life goals. Could I even return to the US if he had stayed in office? Did I even want to?

On the flipside, now that so much of people’s true feelings and beliefs have been openly revealed do I even want to chance coming across these kinds of people in my every day life?

Not only am I struggling with this but I am also struggling with my life goals.

Writer: Do I even want to write anymore? I haven’t written or published anything since July. Should I dump this website? Should I be trying to make money with my writing?

Artist: Why am I even trying? My art is mediocre at best.

Musician: I can play and I can sing but why do I even do it. Should I be making videos and start doing that instead?

I feel like I should be trying to make a living with my art but at the same time why? I feel like I am deluding myself (as always). I hate feeling lost like this. It’s frustrating and sad.

Stay tuned for more existential bs…