Thinking About That Damn Novel

It’s always on my mind. I know I should be working on it but it’s so daunting. I did a super rough outline during NaNoWriMo with possible branchings of the storyline, but I am not sure if I was just writing garbage or if that stuff is usable.

I have so many things I am doing besides working that I have become paralyzed and can’t seem to do anything at all. It’s very frustrating.

I guess I have to make an active choice to work on it instead of making excuses and complaining about why I am not writing it.

Again…frustration and paralysis.

I am considering using the ten days I will get for Golden Week to work on it…. then again maybe I will try to not feel guilty for living my life and not spending my free time writing. I guess that means I am not much of a writer am I.